A Match Made In Heaven

Hey guys!

I'm terribly sorry I haven't posted anything in so long but my life has been a bit crazy lately so blogging had to take a back seat for a bit. Buuuuuut I'm back now and with great news, I got matched!! April 3rd was quite possibly the longest day of my life but when 6pm struck, I cautiously logged into DND while whispering "it'll be ok" over and over again to myself soft enough for my coworker to (hopefully) not hear me silently freaking out at my desk. After clicking on my "Match Results," I nearly had a heart attack when I read that I had matched with my first choice of Baylor Medical Center in Dallas! I would have survived had I not gotten matched but my god was it an amazing feeling to find out that I had actually done it, I was in the 50% that got a match! I must've gotten a little too excited because since that momentous night, I've been very very sick :( the doc thinks its a viral respiratory infection but dear lord it feels more like I have the bubonic plague. In the midst of catching possibly the worst cold I've had in years and working overtime hours as a registry employee (funny how that always seems to be the case with hospital jobs...) I've been saving all my extra energy up to plan for my big move to Dallas in the summer. Since the program starts August 1st, I'll need to be down in TX by mid-July. Lucky for me, I have the world's best big brother who is letting me stay with him in Waco so I can spend a whole week navigating my way around Dallas and looking at potential apartments. In the meantime, I'll be moving out of my current apartment in 2 weeks and back with my parents for the remainder of my time in Illinois. I haven't lived at home in over 3 years so this ought to be....interesting. I've gotta say though none of this would have been possible without my amazing parents and I am so utterly grateful for everything they have done & everything they will be helping me with in the next (unpaid) year of my life. All in all, I am crazy excited to start the next chapter of my life and be one step closer to reaching my goal of becoming a registered dietitian! Until next time, stay golden...

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What Can You Do In 30 Days?

"I know its such a bad habit but..." 

It's 2016 folks so lets the ditch the excuses and make room for everyone's favorite thing...change!! I know I have a few bad habits myself and with the new year I made it my resolution to work on some of them. I meant to get on that right when the new year rolled in but well, life got in the way so I counted January as my "trial" month of 2016 and started fresh in February. I already hit a few speed bumps (I may have pre-celebrated V-Day a little too early & with a little too much chocolate...) but overall I have made some progress towards ditching my bad habit of eating sweets at night. What really has helped me along the way has been using a 30-day habit calendar. 

After each day that I successfully avoid my bad habit, I get to draw an X through the box on the calendar & after the 30 days I'm rewarding myself with a new tattoo! Pro-tip: when trying to break a habit like eating less sweets, don't make your reward the thing you were trying to give up or avoid...seems simple enough but I see people do it allllll the time. 

My challenge to you is to either try to adopt a new, good habit by doing the activity for 30 days or get rid of an old, bad habit by avoiding an activity or thing for 30 days. Some awesome examples could include doing some kind of physical activity every day for 30 days or avoid eating chocolate or soda for 30 days. If you make it the 30 days then you my friend have the right to treat yo self.

To download the free printable calendar I made above, click here!

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FINALLY FINISHED!

I SUBMITTED MY APPLICATION TODAY!! 

I am officially done with DICAS and now...we wait! It has been stressful but overall I didn't have any major disasters or hiccups (that I know of) so all in all I'd say its been a success so far. I am so relieved and thankful to be finished a whole 5 days early. I just found out on Monday that we will be getting annual bonuses on our next paychecks as well so that will cover almost all of my DICAS fees! Now I can spend my hard earned money on the Beyonce tickets I'm also getting from a friend that bought them yesterday (it's been a really good week for me). Good luck to the rest of my fellow #RD2Be's this week as the February 15th deadline approaches. You got this!!

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Quest Bar Review

For my fellow Quest lovers out there, I'm sure by now you've all heard that Quest has returned to

their original recipe after the 'new' recipe they implemented months ago left customers with a bad taste in their mouth (literally & figuratively). After receiving I'm sure what could only have been thousands of complaints and most likely a huge drop in sales of the beloved bars, Quest admitted their mistake and decided to change the recipe back. And as another good act of faith they offered 2 free Quest bars to anyone that wanted to try the bars again and give their feedback. Personally, I think that was really fantastic of the Quest team to offer something like that to not only get their fans opinion on the now 'fixed' bars but to also regain trust in their regular customers. Well done Quest!

I, of course, wasn't about to pass up an offer to try 2 free Quest bars that (hopefully) tasted better than the last dozen I had eaten (I kept buying them in hopes that I was just getting bad bars...silly me). I chose the Cookies N Cream and Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough combo because lets be honest, those weren't even all that bad when they were 'bad' so I figured they'd be absolutely phenomenal now and gosh I am smart because they were delish! No more weird aftertaste and omg don't even get me started on the chunks!! It was so good I ate the damn bar in 3 bites. I could've done it in 2 but I was trying to savor it...yeah that obviously worked. I am so glad that Quest fixed their mistake because lets be real here, these bad boys are not cheap! Even a 12 pack still makes each bar about $2 a piece and while I know there are other bars out there that are even more than that, when you're a broke post-grad 21 year old with a protein bar obsession, you gotta enjoy every bite of your pricey little Quest bars & now I definitely will! If you missed out on the freebie bars but still want to give Quest bars the redemption they deserve, they're still offering free shipping on all Quest bar orders with the promo code: 4THEFANS. Check out their site for more info!

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Reference Letter Reminders

I am so so soooo close to having my DICAS internship application completely finished. Yesterday my DPD director completed my verification statement, I mailed the checks to cover the extra fees that 3 of my designations required (R.I.P to my bank account this month...), and finalized the sessions & coursework section. One pesky little thing remains and that is my 4th and final recommendation letter. Technically I could get by with the three that I have but the 4th person I asked is a professor that I got very close with in my last semester & also I killed it in both of her super challenging classes so I figured I'd get a pretty stellar letter from her. I know she is a very busy woman so I waited as long as I could before even thinking about sending her a friendly 'reminder' e-mail about my recommendation letter. For those of you out there like me that feel like you need to send who ever you asked for a letter a little nudge to get your application complete, here's what I wrote based on the guidance from All Access Internships (they wrote about this on an instagram post -- btw follow them on EVERYTHING if you are applying for a dietetic internship, they are incredible helpful):

"Thank you again for agreeing to be a reference for me for this upcoming Spring match! I can't believe how fast the time has gone and how quickly submit date of February 15th is already approaching. With that said, I was wondering if you had an idea of when you planned to complete the reference? Again, I cannot say thank you enough for agreeing to write a letter for me as I know this is an incredibly busy time for you. I look forward to hearing from you & wish you well for the rest of the Spring semester!"

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Words of Wisdom

I've been really working on eating intuitively lately in hopes that it will help me continue along in my weight loss journey & get my weekend binges under control but I still find myself waiting to eat even though I'm hungry just because its not an acceptable "mealtime" per say. Then I read something today on Tumblr that really stuck with me that I think could help to remind everyone, including myself, that you're supposed to eat when you're hungry & why it is important to do so: "respect your body and listen to its signals. You can't live a fulfilling life if you're trying to walk around empty." (From user rebuildingmandz)

If you're hungry for your dinner at 4 pm then eat your dinner at 4pm. If you feel shaky, dizzy, tired, wobbly & you haven't eaten recently, have a snack! Low blood sugar can be a scary and possibly dangerous thing. You aren't doing yourself any favors by ignoring your hunger cues and you certainly aren't "weak" for eating something when you are hungry, you are simply nourishing & respecting yourself like you always should. Treat your body well, it's the only one you get!

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Product Spotlight: Better'n Peanut Butter

I'm sure I'm late to the game on this one but O M G I am in love with this stuff!! I'm one of those people that can get spoon deep in a jar of peanut butter on any given night with no remorse because I just love the stuff. But we all now PB isn't the most low-cal or low-fat food one can eat so while its perfectly fine in moderation, I needed to cut down on my nightly spooning (I'm talking about with the peanut butter here of course...) or find a lower calorie, lower fat alternative and tada! I found one! I decided to swing by Trader Joes after my shift the other day and to my surprise I happened upon a jar labeled "Better'n Peanut Butter" and not a minute later, walked up to the cashier with just a jar in hand. As soon as I made it to the car I whipped the lid off and tasted it. I was pleasantly surprised because lets be honest, most PB imitators taste like dirt, but this actually tastes good! At least I think so... Try it for yourself and see what you think, I think its an awesome product for those out there like me that are trying to slim down before summer but don't want to part with their beloved peanut butter.


Photo is posted to my IG account: wildannamal_

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Almost Done!

After a  very long & slightly emotional talk with my mom about how frustrated and worried I was because no one was getting me the things I needed for my DICAS application, the nutrition Gods came through in a big way because sure enough later that night one of my transcripts were posted.

Then the following day I f i n a l l y got my course list form from my DPD director and my 3rd reference letter!! Things are finally looking up! Still need 1 more reference letter & my last transcripts but in case you're out there freaking out & stressing like me, RELAX. Like my roommate said to me when she saw me laying on the floor groaning about how life isn't fair, it'll all work out. Just trust in that.

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Small Victory!

One of my transcripts has been processed!!! 

I was literally just venting to my mom about how incomplete my DICAS app is looking (not pointing fingers here but its definitely not my fault...) and I went to check just cause and turns out one of my transcripts made it there a week ago & showed up today as processed! That is a huge sigh of relief. Now I'm waiting on the second transcript from the school that I actually received my undergrad from to get there and be processed. That one mailed later than the first so I'm praying its in DICAS by Monday. Still waiting on my DPD director and last two reference letters but I already feel so much better just having the piece of mind that at least some progress is being made. I will continue to update more as the dreaded e-submit deadline approaches but everyone continue sending positive vibes my way cause I certainly need them. The amount of stress that will leave my body come Feb 15th will be UNREAL.

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Don't Be Defined By A Number

If you've read my About Me or creeped my instagram (don't be ashamed, we all do it & I'm flattered!) then you probably know that I have been on a life long journey with weight loss. It started when I was young and in high school where I lost over 30 pounds & fell in love with nutrition and fitness. Then college, work, bad breakups, and life started messing all that up and I gained about 1/3 of the weight back over a few years. It crept back on slowly so I honestly didn't even notice since I really didn't have a scale at school. But it was certainly there. I started to not like the way I looked in pictures or how my clothes fit so I wanted to finish what I started and get back down to what I was when I was at my lowest.

Truth be told, the weight came off fairly easy. I wasn't trying all that hard at first but then when I noticed that I was losing weight, I kicked up my workouts and cleaned up my eating a little more and before I knew it, I was back at the weight I wanted to be! Time to celebrate right? Wrong!! By this point I had become obsessed. Over the summer I was working out 1-3 times a day, counting calories very closely, weighing myself multiple times a day...I was driving myself crazy! Its no wonder that I fell into a cycle of restricting then bingeing that I'm still trying to break out of now.

I don't weigh myself 10 times a day anymore but each morning I still like to see where I'm at. Today I was bummed to see that my weight went up a pound from yesterday though I didn't overeat and I worked out...Over time this can become frustrating to anyone, especially when you work your a** off every day to make that number go down. But with that said, I am trying something different instead & I encourage you to try it with me if you are frustrated like me. I am now going to consciously remind myself day in and day out that the numbers on the scale mean ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. They do not define who you I am, they do not make me less of the person I am, they do not make me less desirable, they are just numbers. Simple as that. They could be going up because I've recently started lifting again and I'm gaining muscle mass, they could be going up because of period bloat, they could be going up because I went on a date last night & we ate a lot of bread and drank a lot of wine. I don't know which is the reason, no one does, but what I do know is that when I stepped in front of the mirror this morning, I was still the same person I have always been. No matter how much your weight changes in your life there are two things I want you to remember: 1) you are who are for a reason & no matter how much you gain or lose, you will always be that same awesome person and 2) do not give up on your health because of some silly numbers. Make changes for your health and well being, not just so you can say you weigh ____ lbs. The number does not define you and the sooner you realize that, the happier you will be in life. 

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